Final day of 9 day work week, FINALLY A LITTLE BREAK

Day 5 of 8 i'm doing okay so far. Just need to work on my timely-ness. It fuckin sucks

so i said, "we need a man in the house to show us how to respect you."

by the way my mother responded do this, was feministic and hurt.

whateva whateva, i do what i want.

This shit is soo wrong on so may levels. Is mr. Schurr high about coming out semi publicly?

I dont wanna ill, i jus wanna chill and keep my hand around a hundred dollar bill

DST you fucked me over. AGAIN

yo the nuart is poppin off! donglover is always lookin trill. Same goes for his bromosapiens

Superfast Jellyfish is my new favorite track off of plastic beach. damon Albarn you're done it again and re-invented your franchise, bravissimo!

I cant keep sleeping late all the time. Its ruining my work ethic and i'm way busier so its sapping my life away like a bulbasaur's leech seed. *HINT HINT*

Listening to an old but good album is like listening to an old friend's voice. Beck's Guero is the music i need to take off the day's edge

i learned

that cooking fries is simple, to refill honey mustard, ketchup and dip containers first thing.

check the ice, uhm throw out trash at least twice a day, don't fuck up.

and uhm yeah open your ears.

WORKSTOP

work work work,

starting next week,

11-5 mon, wed, thurs, fri.

i'm kinda liking it cause of this one co-worker.

cool weekend

got my hair did, shotgunned, b-lazered, talked with joebin, saw matt from 115 again,
andy "cool guy" chan recognized me. sent a stupid text to jami, played it off as someone stole my phone and drunk texted.

i love what i do, and i do what i like,

but do people like what i do & do what i love?


yeah good shit this weekend.

all thanks @aldxrich, kelsey, max, myra, @doh_boi, @rbn__, @atthenickoftime, danny, edward, joe, eddy & valentina, and matt and many others.


AHHHH MONROVIA, here i fuck up!

interview with a wingstop

couldn't have gone any worse or better.

what i do like is people i know but don't want to see won't see me here since its like 22 MILES AWAY FROM MONTEBELLO!!!!


that is if i get the job.

two words

no sleep
no food
no water,
corpse paint.
bottomless dresses

panties with an easy access vaginal hole.

my space,

two face,
outer space,

outside sports,
no more doors,
all windows
all widows,
no vows,
less cows,
more vegans,
short vacations
long hours,
easy interviews,
old shoes,
new shoes,
slip-ons,
ding dongs,
no service
no shoes.

so i found out

formspring has some sort of networking site now.

like twitter and tumblr and facebook and blogger.

it made it alot easier for me to make than having to do all the code.

i'm not too fond of learing to customize CSS/HTML, so now i have too much interconnectworking shit.

i think bobby was wrong when he said 2010 is all about privacy.

its all about being connected via broadband cable in the back of our necks.

January

Good Things happen this month and then some bad,

_Cliché's 15th anniversary book mixer for the release of Resumé at HUF LA. free brew by PBR and extras pretty sick.
was intriguing to see people you look up to in a certain aspect of life look very clean cut.
the PBR helped in getting signature, thanks to Jordan from Huf for the Cliche shirt hookup, and Cody for a possible discount in the future.

_a well respected man at my local church passed away.
(sucks i didnt wake up to go, especially after finding out his favorite soda is Dr. Pepper)

_Conan Left what was once a well respected franchise in late night on fairly good term and the majority of young blue America on his side. The rally in Cali was barely hindered by El Niño force rains and all over the country people congregated in the support of Conan's ginger wavy hair. Bravo Mr. O' Brien, you have one in and NBC has lost.

_Breathtaking. the word that describes the ancient city of Chichen Itza with its many wonders and lost greatness. it retains some awesomeness as inscriptions on the walls leave clues as to what Mayans did in certain parts of the city. for example this might be coincidence and made up by a explorer from long ago, but it sure had me sold.

_Riviera Maya, resorts and all along the east coast up to Cancun, a good place to go to if you're in your early thirties and want to cement the bond between you and yo partner, or you're an octogenarian from Canada or Europe and you want a Mexican Winter fling.

_Rhys' became an eagle scout, congrats man.

_Got new spectacles that don't make a debacle of my face

_Erick turned 19 and Theresa went back to SF :{

_Tumblr meet up for me was a disaster, but workable. got my sister to ride the fun-ner rides like BigThunder and Space Mountain. i was so excited to see my friends i havent seen in ages and maybe make a couple new ones. but maybe there might be a next time???

_ thats about it, oh and No College.
i'm going to have a very long spring.

_so that means breaking wood, and not saying shit like "If First You Don't Succeed Never Try Again," and "Better Never Than Late" cause honestly whats more disappointing? waiting even longer for an album to drop or never having to look forward to an album drop because its been scrapped?

_i need some new shit to keep me productive, the first week i should be getting Apps
and shit and filling them out like there's no tomorrow.


_MOVING UNITS WAS TIGHT LIKE A VIRGIN.
thank you very much danny and its so good to see you again valentina.
can't wait to go to one of her gigs.

plugged in

got a twitter? follow me fool,

got a face book, friend me too!

got a tumblr, tumble that shit too,

got a blogger, blog that shit fool,

inter-networking,

combine connections,

to make useful tools like sporks,

hog the lime light in in my live news feed,

whoring yourself out live

all the fame monsters, do not feed.

relativeS want a friend request,

denied, bitch.

got new glasses!

broke my last pair while role playing quidditch

DERP DERP, derpa derp

MEMEs are WORD

momma saw your kick back pics smoking some hash,

Triple "F" Triple "U"dash,

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

right click save as,

i saw pic of KEY-sha's

ass

with no bottoms,

i've fallen,

over,

nose bleeds,

tissue paper cover,

lotion & or cocoa butter.

(incomplete half thought out idea)

This x-mas trip to SF this year was the best year ever. many things contributed to a great end to this decade. it ended quite nicely with a bowl of Oyakodon.

YAY

AREA in 12 HOURS!!!!

i'm not well enough to drive, i hope i am tomorrow though.

and i haven't made any mix CDs

I'm out of this house by 2012 nothing would make of happier than being a lone wolf on a day to day basis

eskaté

fix shoes,

rhy's beats me after i beat him,

jaime got a board.

switch flips are never looking not better.

tomorrow hollenbeck park 3:30

possible recording sesh.

Project blowed later that night?

looking back

i was a retard,

and definitely a more refined one now.

a regular retard savant, whatever that means.

you could look it up and decipher and prove me wrong,
but i am what i is, and i is what i do,

DIRTBAG CREW, HELLA STOOPS.

here's an example of ludicrousness of the past:

"I m here at mah cuzin place looking at his dog bark at wittlw kittiez n.nL how welll ne ways ummm i thinki i'm gonna fail first quarter of mah last year at macy, \^/007!! Manga such az GTO r perverted but fun <^.^=|0_0| in GTO>! school isnt as godd as it was as yesterdae well ne wae. i have been criticizied about this time and time again and i don't wanna have friendz who have been criticizied like that so this is very importante Xanga: n. (Zang-Ga) ;def: 1.A place where you dump your personal things; 2.A window in witch you write your life in;3. A community to have freinds to mess around with online. and ummm thatz it."

no lie, that is copied verbatim from my xanga.

a dark time, it was.

freestyle friday mornings!!!!

go to uhm myspace.com/hiphopbychrispy

yeah new freestyle at 4 in the morning.

that's how i get creative but not effective.

first rainy day in the mtb. Feels a little better that everything is not sunny and bright in the world

Sometimes i wonder does it really take a trying moment that tests your Patience to see? i still dont know who my best friends are but i know who are the closest

i'm smitten with
brunettes with blue eyes.

Donde Esta La Biblioteca?

mi llamo t-bone,
la arraña discoteca.

discoteca, muñeca, la biblioteca,
está en bigote grande, perro, manteca

manteca, bigote, gigangte, piceño
cabeza is nieve,
cerveza is bueno

buenos dias, mi gusto patatas frias
bigote de la cabra
es cameron diaz

http://www.hulu.com/watch/97892/community-la-biblioteca#s-p1-st-i1

STUDY GROUP IN THE BIBLIOTECA

my brain is a trainwreck because of slippery tracks from a typhoon of movies.

the go-getter

what would i have done if my mother had died and i had no relatives around me?


i would of went crazy and spent all the money and became a hobo in my native city of SF.

skate all day, every day. bomb hills, take awkward spills, live at my friend bryan's place.

that right there is where home is to me; the San Francisco and daly city.

this movie made me all warm inside and mushy, especially when i see Zooey's face.

i feel i have a girl who's like that too, like we skipped that whole awkward relationship phase and went straight to being old friends who reminisce about things. its funny though we didnt share a lot of classes or common interests to begin with, but i'm glad i tried to make it so.

i envy you, Lou Taylor Pucci.

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almost an accident

yeah that happened, last wedenesday. with fuckin edda,y r00b, and mini me, double dee seriously confused the fuck out of me when we drove to the flatground spot.

thurs is nothing day, i really like mr. gomez or whatever his last name is, he really fires me up when im in his class. and then i lose that fire like a non organic material burning without fuel.

anyways anyday with sophia and pierouette is always an enjoiable day. especially getting my ass served to me in MvC2. Marc by marc jacobs is officially the new upper-middle class, feminine shop for me to go to. and planning on getting some Ditas. dropping 500 bones for pair of double-take from mosquitos magnets, should be a well worth investment. and then maybe a pair of paul franks would be good everydaywear. or vice versa in obtainment of the spectacles.

BOOYAH!!! i got me an annual pass to disney land biatches!!!
thanks madre, i think i owe you for life.

Movie watchlist: zombieland, the informant, the invention of lying, & bored to death

it really is time for some reinvention, i have to learn to become more outwardly focused.

this inward focus is bad like an ulcer in my stomach its killing me.

i don't feel happy anymore and i only post about bad things in my life.

don't pity, criticize me and help me grow.

cause im fucking up fast.

i notice that from,


A lack of keeping in touch with people, friends and family.

i have nothing to show for my existence, no skills.

and all i do is mope around like self loathing protagonist who waits for a girl with 60s haircut to change his life. but she isnt coming any faster so its time for change.

OSL

missed the dirt bombs, caught all of jason mraz, saw part of bat for lashes, she's foxxxy like lovefoxxx, left to go see the start of TVOTR, heard part of wolf like you. wandered around and then waited for deerhunter, easily the friendliest band of the day, then tried to go to uhmmmm....

my brain is fried.

to be continued.

The golden gate park is my fave!

It's really hard to think with all the nostalgia.

i gotta promise

i will not tear up and give in to any demands,
i will not totally disown them,
i will not curse and blame,
i will not cause a scene,
i will not make up excuses,
and i especially will not want to live anywhere near them.

reiteration of my summer days back at home.

got home, jetlag, "is there a doctor on board?" seeing keeks & sofi, her beautiful home, and being treated like kings and queens by her mother (thanks ms. aguirre for getting us pizza so late). SKATING ON THE DL.

mess, disneyland and california adventure. i really appreciated the aladdin musical now, it was too hilarious and funnay. the pain-balls much love for miss islas, ryan's b-day barbeque sorry i had to leave early. and too many late night sessions.

OH THE FORMATION OF CHANNEL 9 and the flava like kool-aid song, an epic meeting of minds.

and probably the last time ever.

yes aldrich, we'll probably only stack about 4 more songs.

Sophia

honestly i think there is one woman who can make me light up the way i rarely do.

i truly love her without a doubt, and if i went through a different kind of relationship with her, i don't think i could love her as much as i do now.

and if she were gone from my life, i'd be shattered, lost, and unfixable.

so, it was truly my pleasure, to take you out miss islas.

7days

i hate spiral bound books and books that comes in binders.

dang,

i going to kind of miss this place.

especially the privacy of my own room.

fuckin aye man i want to see five hundred days of summer soo bad. somebody wait for me to come back and watch it with me, please?

im going to get adidas skateboarding till i die.

this is sooo fucking sick

Adidas Winter/Spring twenty ten

EDIT:

jan releases:

-cardinal camp vulc hi 70 check @ ubs

-silas brown&green camps 70 check @ ubs

-grey SKATES 60 {test go instore}

-eldridge superstar 85 maybe

-b&w busenitz 75 check

_total: 360ish FUHHHH.

spring releases:

-navy busenitz check @ ubs

-gonz yellow skates check @ ubs

-argentina blue camps

-grey& red camps

-o' connor vulc hi

_total:140ish

first week

y'all.

those kentucky sensibilities are slowly seeping in.

my rundown of the week @ BR printers goes like this:
MONDAY, kinda exicited but not soo much since my siblings are just chillin,
that thought right there is what irked this whole week.
but i was working like a hamster in wheel that day kinda going crazy.
but good crazy.

i was treated with this like, "Oh, you're norm's boss, so if be noice to you i'll get somwhere?"
that doesnt really matter since they're temp guys.

but they're cool, thing 1 and thing 2 as tito norman wants to call them.


TUESDAY, the adrenaline rush is gone. felt that back pain from improperly lifting boxes before work...
i could wake up as late as 12p and still be there on time.

the thing is i gotta be there the time my uncle goes because we take on ride.

WEDNESDAY, its the hump day....feeling the mood of the guys taking it easy when you need to as they made their quota for last month, doubling average productions of rebinds.

from an average of about 6 mil. rebinds, they did about 12.6mil. something rebinds

THURSDAY, found out this one guy who was a weirdo got fired from fucking up the glue job on the books. AND on top off that, he tried to pass it off and get them packaged and then the higher-ups find out. and BAM its cut like that.

EARLIER today, it was soooooo chill.
good stuff, sarcasm runs rampant in the 20 year olds' humour around the factory.
my main two stress relievers werent there but it was still good, i was able to bear through the day.

after tuesday i started to bring my board to skate after work.

BOY DOES THAT FEEL GOOD!

well i miss all you guys already.

FUHHHHH.

next week 6 days a week.

at least i got my wooden toy with wheels and BatB2 to keep me company.

GODDAMN BUSENITZ is too fckn sick.

the first day of liberation

it got me like my name was liberachi,
a gay guy in desguise, no robo.
thats fo sho. but not sho kasai,
that's riiight, cant wait for ALD & ROD
part 5.3 the news jam package, for yours truly.
naw just kidding gotta wait for it to hit the public,
not the pelvic bone, OUCH or else you would been
PWNED!!!

fuckkk

my back was sore that last hour but boy oh boy does it feel good to do work and know you're getting paid.






...i think.


oh yeah fresh milk from a cow, MMMMMmmmmm! THAT'S THE BEST KIND I TELL YOU WHAT!

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nosaj thing as not having fun.

well to end this weekend and to start another great week.

i'll start off with thanks to my dear friend sophiaislas for making this shit hole of a cucaracha infested cereal box seem just a little bit more important to chronicle my life in.

thursday was a great day to skate the last of the june gloom days away.

later than night into the morning of friday i chatted with my good friend bryan shawney.

friday was someting special, that noasj thing show was off the chain. and the crowd was at undefeated. it was the rube, the day laborer, and moi.

it was illplanned until we figured out a way to get in.

just ask.

jenn chung, little sister of the now blogosphere acclaimed experimental electronic musician nosaj thing, introduced to jason. nosaj=jason.

pretty sick.

later that night. we meet up at the elder tennis courts. and skate and make noises like mad men that is until theMAN blinded us with his superior light. they let us off easy as long as we cleaned up our mess.

second close call with a ticket for skateboarding and disturbing the peace.

saturday.

skipped out on my cousin's grad party for male bonding with my favorite rapper.

sunday.

more mail bondage with rye rye this time around.

ryan sprained his ankle again.

he's out for june at least.

it was hella funny the way renee v. barely recognized me.
and the little sis(michelle i think?)
i felt her eyes on me while i was eating at the van den vlekkert dinner table.

and i got some much good shit for tricks that day.

broke in the DC deck since the poor baby whiner wants a new deck.

pretty much summed up my weekend.




that is until next weekend.

its decided

i have nothing planned to do this summer, ima work it off.

from june 23 to july 31, im gonna be in kentucky for real.

don't bother calling me. i'll be off in another world.

for sure.

and if im feeling up to it. i'll probably stay half way through august.

gotta get that dough. for SF BABY!!!

sucka free.

really late spring cleaning and church once a month

you get the picture.

"just like how people regret taking more pictures"

i wish i had used my phone camera to get some shots at the girl/chocolate demo.

fuckin sick for sure.

got chris roberts, brandon biebel, and reda's signature on my deck. and nick got shots of ALMOST all the pros.

professional skaters in attendence:

GIRL: Mike Carroll, rick howard, eric koston, guy mariano, brandon biebel, Mike mo, Alex Olson, Jeron Wilson.

Chocolate PROS: Chris Roberts, Daniel Castillo (FLIP PRIDE!),
(somebody remind me for a pic later), Chico Brenes, Justin Eldridge, Kenny Anderson, & Marc Johnson.
Chocolate AMS: Vincent Alvarez,& Andrew Langi (flow) & mystery guy??? probably marty murawski or Sam Hubble.

Guest Skate heads: Lewis Marnell (ALMOST), REDA (DVS fotog) Jimmy Cao (DVS), and Tim Gavin (DVS CEO), or course CRAILTAP Talent Manager: Sam Smyth, and award winning skate DP Ty Evans.

and then some guys i could not recognize from the crailtap family.

if you've been to pedlow park in encino visualize alvarez doing a transfer to f/s Noseblunt on a corner tranny. kenny does a b/s 180 to switch nosegrind. on the steep tranny to elevated ledge.

koston does a f/s no comply tailslide. pretty tight. just like olson f/s japan air transfer, and f/s grab for carroll.


FREAKING SICK.

b&w fotos to be posted as soon as nick as the processed and developed.

i shoulda asked him if i could use my color roll first.

i would burned that film HECKA FAST too.

after: got detracked on the 405 to get on sepulveda scenic route by the getty museum to get on teh 101. AND THEN smooth sailin to a skate sesh EVERYWHERE! (namely montebello skate park, red curb) and parking lot by little cesars(waiting for pizza)
and LASTLY barnes park(frat ground).

TRICKS done:

fakie 360 shuv-it, varial k/f, ALMOST a fakie b/s full cab, and uhm NO COMPLY!!!!!
fuckin sick.


TOMORROW: maybe bar exam. some guys not feeling the same feeling we had last time. not being able to hear shit, and not being able to see people's faces, but its all about hearing the sound of someone getting burned .

nick got some nice action shots, i wish i would taken the proactive steps to get good photos my senior year and fall semester, its all good, my relatives were backing me on that anyway.


well, tomorrow's anyone's game.

build a skate a box workshop. and that's it. probably chill at ALDs, and see if i could a get a trim.

ACK.

finals next week,

pretty eventful weekend, 

ACK.

LATE.

DRIdays, wakeuplate, eatlate, skatelate, maybesomechocolate, startreklate, trendfollowlate, supperlate, sundayspickupchloelate, and gethomelate.

oh yeah, DOAPAPERREALLYLATE.

byebyebye

myspace, you serve no purpose.

whittier

"brown the shit mann."

&vice versa. "vintage shopping" at uptown whittier.

got my hands sticky and i had take off my pants in a public changing room at vintage melrose.



pharmacology major! and pharmacy tech is the plan man.

summer fall.

Cerritos adult school right??


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the brain hurts harder

than a hard-on that lasts longer than 3-5 hours.

its like a rhinoceros horn restrained by denim.

no sleep is bad like a villain without a rich lexicon to monologue you with,

also known as NIGGERS.

hate branches off fear, according to this stupid scene in donnie darko.

and masturbating is as bad as the devil buy your soul for a something unimportant.

but i would trade my soul for a very useful quality, or skill.

like regarding the opposite sex, and sex.

or something like being able to be focused, on the task at hand.


the ADHD does not run as prevalent in my blood line,

but i am the latest to catch it.


it sucks going to college.


i want to get on with my non-motivated life.

and recluse into the city i dearly love.

San Francisco.

and have many sexcapeds and die of herpes.

edit: SPELLING FAIL! correction: sex-capades,!

total douche bag loser

the only things that bring me happiness now are material things and thursday night comedies.

& BURNING money.

Today i saw the most amazing thing. a man unlocked his car door with the radio antenna!

last week

i GOT MY LISCENSE!!!!

yay me.

i chilled with yessicaca and hecktorr, and the g00ch!!

LAZER TAGGING was fun
and the night hike in azusa was heart pounding good shit.

and late night CHRONIC TACOS SCUK!!!!

went to the stereo sale, got a deck and a tee and ended up Downtown, to skate the chinatown ledge. nick and ruben were too much of pussys to get out of the car.
and then we search for the fantasy factory. no luck. its fuckin incognito.

but since i knew were the berrics is we decided to hit it up.
they didnt open up and i saw ryun the janitor and some friends and nick mclouth leavin the berrics.

we gotta try harder in spring break.

and SD to see my cuzz in carlsbad army and navy academy. that was ill they got a nice little setup.

and i just chilled with my homie danny pinedo yesterday and had a crazy conversation about monayyyzz.

picked up some nike blazers lows.
hella stoked on them.

can't wait till spring break and this weekend!!!

I CANT WAIT TILL I GET MY LISCENSE.

and yesterday i got something monumental.

my airborne class action settlement

63 DOLLARS!!!! yeehawwww!!!

this canadian man speaks the truth

EVERONE WATCH canadian comedian CK LEWIS'S MAD RANT on conan ABOUT HOW SPOILED THE CURRENT GENERATION IS!!!!

it is boisterously eye-opening,(for the duration of the video!)


now back to my "spoiled" life! YAY ME!

edit:

mybad, i forgot the link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoGYx35ypus

i got an idea and ima run with it.

http://2dopeboyz.com/2009/03/04/a-2dope-illa-jj-dilla-contest/

go use one of these songs for yo thing doggy.

at least consider it, because they be jamming.

YAY JANOSKI, boo NIKE.

too late to jump on the trend with the most overpriced shoes in the skating world.
and now every little boy is going to have this. i'll only buy the blazers & Classics, but this is really lame. it be much better with no SWOOSH on it. he shoulda stayed on etnies or eS, and would of had like his 3rd pro model by now. i guess money sways even the most laid back of people.

i hope no one can read me like i have a bad poker face

---

Name: Christopher P.
Date: 3/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 04175263

---

Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence. <--- a slap in the face.

You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offense, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration. There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being but whatever the reasons - mostly of your own making - your needs are not being fulfilled. (HA-HA.) We wonder why? You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate - someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. (as much i hate to admit it, i feel that way.) As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life. (i really hope this is true.)

You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength.(BULLSHIT) You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.

(hector you really read me like a magazine, and im not the kind you want to keep.)

and lady gaga's pokerface is infectious. and i've got allergies again, i think its gus the guinea pig(rat).

funny shit&reviews

http://colinresponse.wordpress.com/senbei-co-slanguage/

TOO MUCH EP/MIXTAPES/FREEALBUMS to listen to.

ok here's the run down,

Charles Hamilton - the Pink Lava Lamp 4 out of 5
easily likeable, and smooth beats, touching, but lyrically, doesnt hit me or snicker the way i expect him to.

Kid Cudi - a Kid named Cudi

pretty good, like 3.8out of 5

he definitively has the hipster vote on this one, with the plethora of instrumentals, not strictly limited to electro and hip-hop beats, he manages to even sing on some, such as my favorite "the prayer" sampled from "the funeral - band of horses". his versatility will make him a stand out for 2009 when his album drops. just beware he can get you sleepy at times.

uhm who else, underground?

naww lets talk rawk.

franz ferdinand's Tonight really stirred up the pop word with this one,

just as good as their last efforts, this time with a little electronic twinge like everything else nowadays. a couple of standouts are, Twilight Omens, What She Came For(innuendo much?), and Dream Again.

there are always looked over songs that shoul've could've been b-sides.

and then the singles are always solid. mainly the No You Girls being the most catchy and latest.

a remake of a never officially released/leaked song: Can't Stop Feeling, and cant help but feel a little isolated and cold by the synths on this one. almost as much by the album version of Lucid Dreams. which was way too lucid for me.

overall rating 4.3 of 5.

TOKiMONSTA's Attention Deficit Disorder mixtape are a collection of pretty good remixes by her.
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Senbei's Shikata Ga Nai EP Vol.2

that phrase literally translates to "it can't be helped."


this could apply to many things in life, like my mediocre-ness, lack of perseverance to pursue my hobbies and past times on a more serious level. that struck me as something very intriguing.

in his intro track he give a real intro about him for those that don't know him, and the people that do shout outs. since he's from that contra costa area which is made of richmond, el cerrito, san pablo, part of 510. YAY my east bay roots. even though it was only for a year.

his name is pretty dope, if you know Japanese food you'll know why he chose his name.

despite him being hapa; of mixed ethnicity in Japanese, usually white, he picked senbei which is a type japanese cracker. i LAUFFF, its funny that he chose that. it be the worst name for battling, but atleast its not dumb as some peoples such as using ph- instead of "f", and all other sorts of bullshit-ery.

and the one song that hit me was "chameleon", which i feel like i could take up because i distinctly do not fit into one stereotype, or demographic.

and the song "mixed president ft. slavename" mmmmMMMMMMM. funny and ill at the same time.


ALDRICH get on this, you'll love his work. he's nujabes except hapa.


i'll finish this later

Skins 3

man all the characters are uninterestsing,

except for the lesbian twin and JJ.

an lets not forget PANDA!!!
she's oh so lovable airhead with her naiveness including that foreign BF of hers.

seriously the love triangle is a hard to get a hold of whore aka a tease, a skater pussy who cares about doing the right thing and has morals, and an all out drunk, don't even get me started on the conservative nutjob naomi, and the overly pompous twin sister of the lesbo.

either way this is a good escape from reality and something to laugh at reminding me that partying isn't always that fun, there's some drama included. if you're the oversensitive bitch.

second week, second REAL semester. and the second coming of conan

uhhh not so real, since i got dropped from eng 101.

bummer, i knew i had it coming, but y'know me by now.

anyways, is pretty ill schedule.

tuesdays and thursdays skate after class and monday wednesdays stay in and learn some math.

speech should help, and i hope i can awww fuck.

i just remembered yesterday was the last day to add classes, when some people dropped, but most unlikely. cause every damn eng 60 class was full as stuffed turkey inside and uncle named frank.

that was a great last episode for mr o'brian. he held it together real well, i missed the part when his two good casual guests appeared for the final showing. mr mayer and mr. farrell. i just caught that last bid where farrell just stopped grinding on conan.

the many faces and skits with andy richter.

that shit was hillarious.

and then a touching redux of we are gonna be friends by his favorite guest musicians the white stripes.

its hard to believe this show was 16 years running and he was a nobody crazed writer for became the face of 90s and 2000s late night. if only i had wasted more of my life watching him, i would feel truly moved by his ending speech, and his struggle not to break down.


well at least he's moving closer so i can see a live show.

women, wood, morning wood, afternoon wood, and J-LAY vs Billy Marks

god, what a weekend set up this time.


i skated so hard i sprained my ankle again.

i need to learn to not bitch out and not put my foot so far up in the front.

i need to go class next week and see how bad it is for 4 and half hours of watching movies.

i should go help for that film, im gonna end up doing nothing so its all good.

and then drop it.

and then Blu and Exile on sun, YEAH RIGHT OSCARS BABY!!!

cause im not supposed to go out on sundays mannng, but who gives fuhhh?

i don't cause sunday is just a waste of a day for the weekend by mor(m)on standards.

the SF summer/winter/spring fling

just guess what this all means

light precipitation, SKATE 2, and girl who hates me.

ok maybe that last part was a bit exaggerating, but from my lurking i can tell she is not too pleased that i don't make an attempt to keep tabs on her or some kind of contact.

hey, missy im not your get up and go getter type of guy.

im the lazy sit down on the couch and ponder what is to become of my life of a slug.

i'll never move an inch to help around the house unless i've completely exhausted my enjoyment options AND im the only one home.

i'd rather watch a video of some one doing something than actually doing it myself for example, skating.

i find playing sports is more fun than watching them, even if you have court side seats and free beer to go with my nachos or hotdog. but then again im too lazy to even organize an event like that.

im too lazy to orchestrate a day to go out unless someone invited my for my dislike of things ending in bad fashion.

i would waste 5 minutes of my life looking for the remote control instead of getting up to change the channel.

i would look all over my home for change to scrounge up enough to buy chicken sandwich a Jack's than make a sandwich at home.

basically all this says is i'd rather pay someone to do something for me than actually do something for my self unless all the materials are placed in front of me.

i probably have a big psychological problem from having someone back me up my whole life.

so if somehow candace gets to this, you'll know automatically that im the worst choice for a boyfriend or even a summer romance.

anyways this was an unfufilling week. obama inaugerated, i called gamestop everyday to check if they had skate 2.

pretty much wasnt a waste. naw who am i kidding. i've been so unproductive this month.

i gotta make a misson to change my not making profit ways by spring break,

cause i want to go to SF BABEEEEE!!!

to skate.

"Boy, does my ass hurt from all of the guys at my construction job! "

spending quality family time with family.
mom gets really angry really quickly, when she doesnt like the choices chloe makes.

really impatient.

made masks at the getty children's discovery place.

beautiful garden, boring permanent art.

saw some popular renoir and monet paintings.

then when i got back, went out to eat with sophia and larry.

ate laughed and talked. then we decided to watch gran torino, spur of the moment.

we decided to hang around the nucleus for awhile until the movie started because we were early.

when we got to the gallery, we were baffled by the amount of people there.

there was a new exhibition on display. pretty interesting work on display for cheap!
i liked this one ultraman one, called ultrizzle.
cause there was like three silhouettes in the colors of him on newspaper.

and gran torino FUNNIEST shit ever.

for 2008, better than the usual jim carrey does.

gook, zipperhead, fishhead. soo many racist remarks that were flat out hilarious.

part of the WEAKend never dies

Not your average WEAKend.

so completely broke

uhhhhhhggg.


im broke now.

after the movies and some pants.

no new deck, but two fresh pair of kicks to kick off the obama filled year.

DONT FUCK UP MANN.

were counting on you.

just like we kind of did with Schwarzenegger.

he got the popular vote because he seemed cool to have as a govenor,
but he really kinda fucked up.

people come and people definitely go.

a link to ingenuity

after a nice day of getting you wanted in the mail, and seeing a familiar faces you haven't seen for months. getting down and pouring your heart out feels good. better than when you hang out with people who aren't as great as you are in the same skills. even though, they're still gonna be homies, cause i tend not to rub it in, in people's faces.

so after reading this blog by a girl you can't diss on wrote, this has really got me thinking, it really is time to let go and embrace what comes at me, HARD.

just like a sexual innuendo or a hard on, people come and go.

for example, the easiest example to pick on: Joe Navarez.

by actually mentioning his name in this, i have definitely not been able to let go of that fact he's a lost cause, any effort used in trying to keep in contact is all for naught. i mean, i do occasionally, bring his name up to use in comedic effect as to the many dumb decisions he makes: i.e. he joins this movement/t-shirt company/group/crew called R.A.D. meaning something. artistic. direction. honestly is the only artistic direction made by taking E or getting baked and making some electro inspired t-shirts and stickers?

where's the motivation behind it? so he should definitely be let go of. there's swim people, i feel as if i grew apart from them, but not in a bad way. i just chose to become reckless and directionless. but they did the opposite. i'm all for having a good time, all the time (even though i don't make it seem so.) and they're education and future first (but only when they need to.)

we should keep contact and have occasional get togethers, por favor?

another falling out is with uhm... occasional friends. like those little class of 09 girls. do i want a girl who seems semi serious about their future on the surface, but an unwise and impulsive when its party time? naw naw naw. i don't need that, that'll just pull me deeper into my impatient behavior.

so to everyone i forgot, in 07 and 08, don't hate. to all those for 09-10, let the good times begin.

and basically this is how it goes,
if i dont see any interest on your part to remain in contact, (besides my own)
peace out.
if we still talking and chilling at least once in a blue moon, we still chill.

and whoever i meet, good luck on trying to get me to come out from under my rock.
i only do it when i'm bored, haven't had in-n-out, thai house boba, or seen a fresh movie i cant dow-i err mean stream in a while. (¡¡HINT, HINT!!) you ain't ever gonna see MY pale skin.



and the MASTER PLAN is, find someone who's down to let me be their roommate, cause i am honestly not going to stay at my aunt's house when my familia move to the boonies.

a lost dog, a car left with the engine on, and ping-pong

goin to the movies with and getting to know a girl i can't diss on.
(haha sick play off her myspace REAL name.)

a lot of ish. like watching a good family movie and snuggling under a blanket.

EPIC almost done freestyle fridays cut.

another song idea, B.AL.L.s in our mouths.

Palisha damn, now i got a reason to be hittin up foot locker after school all the time.

got a pretty danm good winter break, even though table tennis already started.

Errick's 18th, i dont think its pathetic that my friends who are one grade below me are closer than the ones from the same graduating year.


almost forgot bombed hills, and roobear took a headbangin spill.


cause honestly, my friends who go to UCs or whoever are not gonna want to get together to chill more than twice a week. especially when we live more than 15 miles between each other. but its all good as long i see them once in a blue moon. like i saw sophia and kiko.

and i got to see J. Franco twice on film in less than 8 hrs.


total hot-shit in milk. stoner-ness in pinapple.


AND OH SHIT!!!! big event going down this sunday.

if you aint there is because you want to fit in with your other homies like a square in connect four.

College Schedule Winter/Spring 09

Table Tennis for the whole winter
Starting January 5th to February 12th
from 7:45a to 10:45a all be smacking balls with paddles.

and for spring
my schedule is Mondays and wednesdays
12p to 1.15 is Anthrpology
and 2.30p to 5p is Maff (yuckkkk)

Tuesdays and thursdays is a little more chill.
Speech from 12p to 1.30p
and english from 1.45p to 3.15p

my fridays mornings YAY movie time!!!
the history of motion pictures from 10.30a to 1.45p!

and whatever's after that, sooo im hittin the books for real this year.

and if ya missed me last season, TOO BAD!

i got my life to live, & you guys got yours.

hip hip HOORAY!!!

better shape up next time!

and i see why ald wants to be 130, so he has a chance when he fights a mexican kid who's like half a foot taller.

SKATE

soo this massive game of skate tourney is like the biggest thing in skate history right now, bigger than the eS game of skate, we want to see PROS duke it out!

so that why theberrics is having this crazy battle.

you feel as if you're watching the games in a NBA finals and shit. except faster and more gratifying because theberrics are having this contest to go allong with it.

you fill out your own bracket of who's gonna win the Battle at the Berrics, and the 4 guys who pick every battle correctly or gets close wins a corresponding package.
currently i got 5 points out of 8, but i believe some people have close to 7 out of 8.

its ehh for my standings.

but im speculating this weird phenomena happening, who ever wins in the preliminary ROSHAMBO to see who goes first wins the that match.
so far the matches prove me right.
in the ROSHAMBOs
winners who won their game of skate are: brezinski, ellington, cao, biebel, billy marks, & donovan.

arto & clint won Rock paper scissors but lost in SKate.


and my cousin came back and now he's leaving tomorrow. didnt chill with him much but i hope he had a good week. and then in two weeks he's back. for a two or 3 week winter vacation.

he still got it as a skater, a bit sketchy tho, and he beat me.

uh HUH uh,

same ish err day all day.

last weekend,
jonas turned 15 DANM.
THIS WEEK
my latest eye exam to get a new pair of specatcles
oh what A spectacle that would be.
and on to tomorrow the bigest thing i might have experienced my whole life,
THE PREMIERE OF MY FAVORITE AM SKATER.
and the first video for a local skate shop.
STIX RIDESHOP

edit:LATER THAT EVENING.

DOPE SHIT. mini reunion for the cool kids,
but most of them aint too COOL for me, they're just kinda stuck up their asses soo much that it makes them ignorant to suggestion, unless someone equally or more ignorant confronts them.
then they agree. Cliche three, my favorite stroking material was there, skate hoes, and much much more. and i never got my free stix DVD.

edited edit: its kinda funny how gramps here from the 1960's or earlier is now stylin thanks to everyone wearing them wayfarers (most people don't even know that what the sunglass model from ray bans is called.) but people back then didnt think they were that stylin, would you be caught dead wearing the same kind of glasses as your gramps does? COOL PEOPLE get a kick out of the attention that you get from wearing the same kind of glasses you're grampa wears now.
you know the kind that you can attach those hinge-action shades to. don't people say that eyes are windows to your soul, why would you want to frame your soul with a bygone era's style?

timeFORchange.

time for some (bus/train/gas)CHANGE

apply at RITE-AID for photo

new grocery store and Albertsons

and lastly MTB mall area.

its november and that means holiday season.

i gotta put this on my wall.

and for every day i dont do this i should do.

50 sit ups? or more.

VOTE NO ON 2 4 7 8 lol its almost like 2468,WHO DO WE APPRECIATE? OBAMA

edit 11.4.08:

i gotta choose a career path, (according from most steady to most available, all of which are not needed in the next generation)

1. Advertising (Audio/Visual Communications for Apple?; idk who i want to work for.)

2. Movie Critic (SF/LA/SAC Weekly movie columnist)

3. Photographer (Papzo for TMZ)

edit. 11.8.08 YAY OBAMA.

tuhHUH/& suckin on it like POPSICLE STICK.

the 24th. 

first acapella battle, first two on two, and ish. first time john, freestlyed, got reuben to come out of his freestyling shell. met Auggie & his partner in crime Matthew. matt's pretty ferocious with his flow. he's like a REAL WRC battlerhymer.

&ed up chillin with Nunez(the frenchman), ASS-evo, boy what a big ass you hAVE! and new homie to me, Deoh(nicknamed DEslow. by nunez) he's from the hood and he's done time so instantly got my respect like the way pop-tarts do. picked up asevo's cell in boyle, then got a free meal at shakeys. then chilled out and hada smoke in asevo's backyard. then crazy-random-ass-run-in, somehow ended-up at the uninvited kickback at joe's. to pick up nunez's chaparone,(diana). seeing a hammered up ditzy girl(jami) in her most purest form. weirded out by the fact a little missus(jenn&diana), recognized me even after being as messed up as the aforementioned person(s). just so awkardly confronted by eddy in a non-threatening way(said i was kinda acknowledged in joe's group). felt a weird tension from a girl i rarely, barely even knew(Natalia, love ya boobs. HONK. jk jk! you know i wouldnt do that unless i had permission.) has a sip and got the FUCK out of there cause nunez was feeling hella uneasy. cause of all the backbiting stares he felt. like WHOA.

the 31st

freestyle fridays make my day. even tho that's practically the only thing that happens that day.

im the king of freestyle fridays for a week. 

hahaha brandon all prepared with his burger king freshness.

i'd rather settle for an in out style hat or krispy kreme's cause the homies know me as Chrispy.

the girls do atleast.

and referee ALD says this thing is gonna blow up including the dancing aspect of it.

HAHAHA, yeah i could see it happening.

you want to know the details about this wonderous event?

youtube.com/schurrfreestyles

anyways chill ass friday, disappointing halloween. shouldnt expect it though. cause halloween is for kids.

OCTOBER MOVIES!

The Wackness 4 cereal bowls

bomb ass music choice. everthing seems simpler in the past even if it's 1993 in new york.
especially since all you got to do get to where you want is to sell weed. i identified with shapiro not getting into parties and the last one he's at is where he's kind of the center of attention, inadvertently. (i dont know the correct term for "selling" weed.) dealing with parent and low money.

Charlie Bartlett 4.5 Cereal bowls with a side of ritalin

this kid's problems was not being popular(something i'll never be able to get over)

and then he become a har-mar superstar!(whatever tha means) all by analyzing kids.

Wake Up Ron Burgundy 3.5 cereal bowls with some whisky on rocks.
i'm amazed they made a movie with scrapped scenes.

BRAVO.

Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy fckn classic status

i want to see the british version, i wonder if it stands up to my american condition humor.

Forgetting Sarah Marshall a goddanm 4.8 bowls. with a picture of mila kunis flashing.

Sappy, Happy, Funny, Naked, Movie

i love the part when they show Fred Segel's Dick for like 5 seconds at a time. its hilarious that the thought of breaking up with your girlfriend when you're naked. just a stupid movie with sweet moments about getting over a girl. Alduous Snow(that one british guy

edit 11.1.08

Weird Science!!! NOSTALGIA!!! NOT!

SCHWING. Erica LeBrock!

Robert Downey (Juniors)'s girly ass eyelashes.

kinda sucks he plays antagonist like character.

but major DOPE funny clean, 80s shit. not all 80s movies are about sex.

except for...

FAST TIMES AT RIDGEMONT HIGH.

that movie was soo bad, UHHHHG!!!

retarded. seriously. and oh yeah nice TITS.

Wristcutters: A love story.

stupidly obvious title, cute movie about suicide afterlife.

weird thing was everything was as depressing as emo kids taking their lives.

the main point of the movie for me was to see shannyn sossamon. danm she sweet like honey, and fine like a 0.5 pencil.

wayne's world 1&2

SCHWING. Tia Carrere or whatever her last name is, is pretty danm fine.

im sad at walken's super small part in the movie, hardly any lines BUMMER.

it was so weird seeing everyone soo young and just to see chris farley, an acclaimed legend in SNL history, but dies just like the other superstars, speedBALLIN.

and the relevence of the movie was, i wanted to see jami's portrayal of garth, i like how she dresses in drag. but i never did today.

Being John Malkovich

weird trip asss jfjfjfjfjf Spike Jonze directed.

i think this movie review is over.

next up: NOVEMBER!!!

FIN that ISH.

its done, deal is done
but my goal in life aint to be the number one
rapper, paper stacker, weed hasher,
all of that doesnt matter
all i want to be is recognized
for efforts, at least that i tried
not to be eyed with disgust

wasnt woken rudely by mother, but she seem to nag more since it took her three times to wake me up. went and got that life science water machine, its soo crazy it works, Ph 8.5-9 is ok to drink, and good for you, it flushes the bad stuff which is mostly acidic. soo im hopin ima get healthier soon. with more energy and shit. laughin at shit at this one mall i went to after picking up the machine in torrence. funny ass shit.

well i missed the whole freestyle thing it went sour cause i came late.
somebody hinted that it didnt go down cause i was not there right away.
im pretty sure it should not and would not go to my head
anyways this is how we chill at the MTB mall.
it wasnt all for naught, theresa spied herself a spankin cute spic. no disrepect intended just thought it sounded cool cause of the alitteration.
uhmm making fun of all the stores Roberts. checkin out shoes ROBERTS,
wearing masks that remind us of pop culture how Robert digs filipino boys.
pac sun isnt so gay anymore and neither is Hot Topic,


Quote of the Day: "Aldrich seems kinda ugly filipino boy, i bet i could make him gay."
SHIIIIIIT. funnay ass shit everr period

a lot of other things that made me laugh.

thanks sophia for that link to the WACKNESS.

http://movielab.tv/the-wackness,1415.html

i might say this is a bit big-headed, but sophia told me that the main character reminded her of me. maybe the whole lazy, unlaid, possibly fucked up parentals, and uhmmm not sure in life ish.

cause i dont go to parties, dont roll blunts with my shrink who i trade weed for analzation, and i dont got a fine honeydip im tryina make a beeline to.

OH YEAH, when i rule the world, invisible children, tagalog & Robert.

uhm i think we'll bury this gay past behind us, besideds talking gay. i dont think i'll ever get to snuggle with him ever again. ;{ NO HOMO.

Freestyle fridays

"i noticed you been wearing blue collar shirts,
teh way you do your rhymes,
they hardly even work."

gotta find more interesing things to say about his acne, shortness, BIG EYES, the reason i can see

i said something like that but its been said out of context

been dubbed by Peanut: Punch.(short for my short punchlines)

yeah i felt good just being with people i know.

freestylin. sorry errick for taking the heat. like i like to call her Thizz FACE Theresa, Cocky Brandon, ALFred, the BLAZED Tiger Woods, the filipino tomas, Peanut, Anthony, 3TOO3!, Rhys, R00bear & ERRick .

and good job RooBear, we need to finish american girl.

there was a stupid small crowd of girls. they were giggling the whole time,
i could finally say i was in a bigger crowd of people. & a lot were not my friends.

i really do love seeing familiar faces.
than many strangers faces.
and this comes to mind the moral behind the movie, The Mask.
saying whether you should wear a mask to impress someone, fit in, to get what you want.
but is it really all that good when your mask starts to become your face?

i totally lost attraction for Jami. nothing, didnt even want to say anything more to lure her.
yeah, well what ive learned is if a girl is not willing to be even a friend first, they're not even worth being attracted to. my heart isnt shattered, i've just lost interest

or maybe i was just to busy to talk to her.

OH YEAH. i made a new song, i was really in the moood. thanks buddy.

its been about

4 weeks since i've been college, i cereally fucked up with my scheduling. especially since i don't make good use of my time.

two classes, yup the best i could do considering i thought i could get a job.

jeez, man im lazy. gotta do something about it.

nothing major has happened in the past two weeks, seen a fire, googling the girlies in my class, and next up:

MY MOMMAS GONNA BE AMERICAN CITIZEN. not the best thing to do in these times.

and man we gonna head towards a depression considering theres a shit load of people who are just as lazy as me.

i wish there was a thing i could sign up for and they could give me the job on the spot. no fuckin interview. cause that's just stoopid. less intelligent people can get a job.


edit. 9/26/08 2:53 AM
AMURRRICKA FUCK YEAH1!!!

photo trip!!! maybe i shoulda rented a camera this week, if only i wasnt so goddanm lazy.

BLACKout

backOUT, the black out was SCRRRRY. shit

gotta stop playing spore.

this ish is ADDicting.

sushi full

you know you're full when your wallet it empty.
-Larrold.

like i said before, its the small things in life that make them great.

just like the toy in your cereal box, finding a really cool spot, singing karaoke, beating larry's &sophia's ass in BRAWL, and much much more.

uhhhhhhgggggg OTRHO, ON MONDAY.

im gonna get even skinnier than a poor college kid.

more than two years ago

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

i took this test, it still freaks me out cause i feel some how, its true.

but whatever, im not as bad as before.

anyways, im here to congratulate myself on making past the first week of college, and not making yourself out to be a dork, even though i'll be one eternally.

ima husky, a pedophile looking one at that too. uhghhh ;{

the main reason im diggin college now is, FREEDOM!!! kinda, MY FAVORITE THING TO TALK ABOUT IN THE WORLD, women, and last but not least, uhm shiiit. hablamos español?

not yet, but i think somebody might be able to helpe me with that. mr FROG-boy.

dude, and i reallized he's just like maybe my other significant influence to hip-hop



he's like PARAPPA THE RAPPER!!!

he wears beanies, his main squeeze rhymes with sunny, he writes his life lessons in flows, he's my D.O.G.( i havent made an acronym yet), and he reminds his girl of a frog, which parappa has on his beanie. DOPE!

anyways he's fresh!

and so are music games.

i've been driving 100 miles@ 80mph

and it was boring and strenuous. 

i was hella stiff and nervous every time i drove next to a big rig/16 wheeler. 

yay for me!

next stop:ALD's recording studio!!!

After High School "Special!"

this weekend has opened my eyes. People such as i use this very low brow saying as an expression of dislike, "That's retarted!" Maybe i should change my choice of words, since my mother is contemplating a career option of opening a special needs hostel for people with mental disabilites when we make the move to the nor cal area. FORREAL. since it is a way for me to get a job whlie not having to exert much effort. it seems like the easy way out, but what is to be come of my personal endeavors? my college education? i think once i make this move my personal life is over. so i should make as much effort to have a regualr life right now, getting a job, going to college, trying to live on my own, and work on all my personal relationships.

OH yeah, the EP for my short lived hip-hop career.

1.Im Starting Life, I Hope I LOVE IT.

i can solve a rubiks cube in less than 5 minutes,

but i cant solve my life's biggest problem: unmotivatedness.
(maybe you were right, i should just chill out with you and connie next time.)

&forreal am i really gonna go to college?


i think the reason i didnt do it this summer i was just scared of losing my childhood. the immatureness, being irresponsible & all that jazz. i really dont want to lose that, and my mom is being a bigger bitch about being independent and blah blah blah BLAH! i really dont care about anything else right now. but am i really that unmotivated to do thing for myself now? i really dont even want to go out of my house to even walk in to some business just to even attempt to get an application and turn it in? im really scared of failure. only because the failure i known usually results in scolding from a certain stressed out parental. but whatevs. i have really do have passive aggressive disorder and loads others.


and i think my prophecy and fear is starting to come true. im losing my friends along with my mind. i swear because that's always in the back of my mind. so by the goddamn transitive property, friends im losing; friends equals my mind; losing my mind. there ya have it.

im such a failure at life. and aldrich, you shouldnt read such depressing things like this stupid blog. it'll ruin your train of thought and your mission to be like ghandi or something making everyone happy. im like the fckn boulder you cant budge, naww that's a bad analogy, plus you've always managed to turn my frown upside down. thanks for being there buddy.

danggg

havent been doing much this week, i actuallly got out to go skate, and today im just hittin up the tween fashion mecca.
maybe this month i'll see ya later.

last wednesday was the 10th birrrfday
of my younga sista!
oh well im broke in the mind and in the wallet.

what the fuck is a man to do?
when he is broke?
sell his ass on the streets,
be a sticky fingerd fool.
or what ever floats your boat.

aldrich i missed you and everything else in my life soo much,
just like the missed last episode of ABCD!!!!

only lysdexic people sanderstund that joke.

when one goes,

they all go, its starting first with joe, only of them i knew, not very well but well enough to kick it after school, our love for music was the only thing we had in common, nothing else really connected us. one other thing was i super jealous of you, shiiit i dont even know how you kick it off with women, especially that one artsy fartsy one. it compelled to be a different person, practically since i was searching for a brand new crew to kick it with since last year's had already taken flight. that's what i get for making friend with older people, but in my case around the same age.

yeah but, there probably isnt that many that mean much to me who are leaving, it really is me tho.
sooo if ya gone, announce that shit, so i know who's leaving, cause i just like to know.