looking back

i was a retard,

and definitely a more refined one now.

a regular retard savant, whatever that means.

you could look it up and decipher and prove me wrong,
but i am what i is, and i is what i do,

DIRTBAG CREW, HELLA STOOPS.

here's an example of ludicrousness of the past:

"I m here at mah cuzin place looking at his dog bark at wittlw kittiez n.nL how welll ne ways ummm i thinki i'm gonna fail first quarter of mah last year at macy, \^/007!! Manga such az GTO r perverted but fun <^.^=|0_0| in GTO>! school isnt as godd as it was as yesterdae well ne wae. i have been criticizied about this time and time again and i don't wanna have friendz who have been criticizied like that so this is very importante Xanga: n. (Zang-Ga) ;def: 1.A place where you dump your personal things; 2.A window in witch you write your life in;3. A community to have freinds to mess around with online. and ummm thatz it."

no lie, that is copied verbatim from my xanga.

a dark time, it was.