i will never be able to pick...

my friends' brains.

i can pick friends, but as of lately, they're pretty much not stimulating my mind.

i used to have that in LA.

another reason i miss the south.

i dont know what to do with myself.

but once i get money.

i'll just be drinking i guess.

Abstimious

Need to learn how to take things in small quantities
My indulgences, will be the death of me.

Sleep, lazing around, perousing the internets, watching movies. I need to get off my ass.
i'm glad i hate myself enough to do something about it now.

Now all that's left is to find something i stand for.