And i remember every kiss

Is a lie.
I dont remember rhe girl who stole my "first kiss,"
Cant say high school i had my first kiss,
But i know i may hold people i like in high regard,
So i hope not to kiss anyone who doesnt burn me like the sun.
Im just always looking at these girls with a slight intent, but nothing more, because even girls even want men, & women only want men. 
Nothing more than semi-drunk musing, 
I wont become a man, because i dont want to be one. 

DITTO

wut x3

i really do enjoi that i can stalk my people with what they are willing to put out theere.
it's almost like they put their lives on netflix for me to access when i ever i can, because sometiems you cant check up on all your people all the time.
it took me a sad call of disparity from danny to realize, that contact with others and yourself is very important.
cause if you leave no time for yourself to make you happy, who are you?
ive been grinding in the worst way possible,
just waking up, straight to work,
and then drink after or go straight home.
i need to get out of this grind as sooon as possible and make more of my day
and make more of the time that i have.
i got a lot of it.
#EuropeanUnion #NoNewFriends #HumpSlo #Ch9 #No1EvenCurr