I CANT WAIT TILL I GET MY LISCENSE.

and yesterday i got something monumental.

my airborne class action settlement

63 DOLLARS!!!! yeehawwww!!!

this canadian man speaks the truth

EVERONE WATCH canadian comedian CK LEWIS'S MAD RANT on conan ABOUT HOW SPOILED THE CURRENT GENERATION IS!!!!

it is boisterously eye-opening,(for the duration of the video!)


now back to my "spoiled" life! YAY ME!

edit:

mybad, i forgot the link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoGYx35ypus

i got an idea and ima run with it.

http://2dopeboyz.com/2009/03/04/a-2dope-illa-jj-dilla-contest/

go use one of these songs for yo thing doggy.

at least consider it, because they be jamming.

YAY JANOSKI, boo NIKE.

too late to jump on the trend with the most overpriced shoes in the skating world.
and now every little boy is going to have this. i'll only buy the blazers & Classics, but this is really lame. it be much better with no SWOOSH on it. he shoulda stayed on etnies or eS, and would of had like his 3rd pro model by now. i guess money sways even the most laid back of people.

i hope no one can read me like i have a bad poker face

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Name: Christopher P.
Date: 3/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 04175263

---

Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence. <--- a slap in the face.

You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offense, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration. There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being but whatever the reasons - mostly of your own making - your needs are not being fulfilled. (HA-HA.) We wonder why? You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate - someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. (as much i hate to admit it, i feel that way.) As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life. (i really hope this is true.)

You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength.(BULLSHIT) You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.

(hector you really read me like a magazine, and im not the kind you want to keep.)

and lady gaga's pokerface is infectious. and i've got allergies again, i think its gus the guinea pig(rat).

funny shit&reviews

http://colinresponse.wordpress.com/senbei-co-slanguage/

TOO MUCH EP/MIXTAPES/FREEALBUMS to listen to.

ok here's the run down,

Charles Hamilton - the Pink Lava Lamp 4 out of 5
easily likeable, and smooth beats, touching, but lyrically, doesnt hit me or snicker the way i expect him to.

Kid Cudi - a Kid named Cudi

pretty good, like 3.8out of 5

he definitively has the hipster vote on this one, with the plethora of instrumentals, not strictly limited to electro and hip-hop beats, he manages to even sing on some, such as my favorite "the prayer" sampled from "the funeral - band of horses". his versatility will make him a stand out for 2009 when his album drops. just beware he can get you sleepy at times.

uhm who else, underground?

naww lets talk rawk.

franz ferdinand's Tonight really stirred up the pop word with this one,

just as good as their last efforts, this time with a little electronic twinge like everything else nowadays. a couple of standouts are, Twilight Omens, What She Came For(innuendo much?), and Dream Again.

there are always looked over songs that shoul've could've been b-sides.

and then the singles are always solid. mainly the No You Girls being the most catchy and latest.

a remake of a never officially released/leaked song: Can't Stop Feeling, and cant help but feel a little isolated and cold by the synths on this one. almost as much by the album version of Lucid Dreams. which was way too lucid for me.

overall rating 4.3 of 5.

TOKiMONSTA's Attention Deficit Disorder mixtape are a collection of pretty good remixes by her.
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Senbei's Shikata Ga Nai EP Vol.2

that phrase literally translates to "it can't be helped."


this could apply to many things in life, like my mediocre-ness, lack of perseverance to pursue my hobbies and past times on a more serious level. that struck me as something very intriguing.

in his intro track he give a real intro about him for those that don't know him, and the people that do shout outs. since he's from that contra costa area which is made of richmond, el cerrito, san pablo, part of 510. YAY my east bay roots. even though it was only for a year.

his name is pretty dope, if you know Japanese food you'll know why he chose his name.

despite him being hapa; of mixed ethnicity in Japanese, usually white, he picked senbei which is a type japanese cracker. i LAUFFF, its funny that he chose that. it be the worst name for battling, but atleast its not dumb as some peoples such as using ph- instead of "f", and all other sorts of bullshit-ery.

and the one song that hit me was "chameleon", which i feel like i could take up because i distinctly do not fit into one stereotype, or demographic.

and the song "mixed president ft. slavename" mmmmMMMMMMM. funny and ill at the same time.


ALDRICH get on this, you'll love his work. he's nujabes except hapa.


i'll finish this later

Skins 3

man all the characters are uninterestsing,

except for the lesbian twin and JJ.

an lets not forget PANDA!!!
she's oh so lovable airhead with her naiveness including that foreign BF of hers.

seriously the love triangle is a hard to get a hold of whore aka a tease, a skater pussy who cares about doing the right thing and has morals, and an all out drunk, don't even get me started on the conservative nutjob naomi, and the overly pompous twin sister of the lesbo.

either way this is a good escape from reality and something to laugh at reminding me that partying isn't always that fun, there's some drama included. if you're the oversensitive bitch.

second week, second REAL semester. and the second coming of conan

uhhh not so real, since i got dropped from eng 101.

bummer, i knew i had it coming, but y'know me by now.

anyways, is pretty ill schedule.

tuesdays and thursdays skate after class and monday wednesdays stay in and learn some math.

speech should help, and i hope i can awww fuck.

i just remembered yesterday was the last day to add classes, when some people dropped, but most unlikely. cause every damn eng 60 class was full as stuffed turkey inside and uncle named frank.

that was a great last episode for mr o'brian. he held it together real well, i missed the part when his two good casual guests appeared for the final showing. mr mayer and mr. farrell. i just caught that last bid where farrell just stopped grinding on conan.

the many faces and skits with andy richter.

that shit was hillarious.

and then a touching redux of we are gonna be friends by his favorite guest musicians the white stripes.

its hard to believe this show was 16 years running and he was a nobody crazed writer for became the face of 90s and 2000s late night. if only i had wasted more of my life watching him, i would feel truly moved by his ending speech, and his struggle not to break down.


well at least he's moving closer so i can see a live show.

women, wood, morning wood, afternoon wood, and J-LAY vs Billy Marks

god, what a weekend set up this time.


i skated so hard i sprained my ankle again.

i need to learn to not bitch out and not put my foot so far up in the front.

i need to go class next week and see how bad it is for 4 and half hours of watching movies.

i should go help for that film, im gonna end up doing nothing so its all good.

and then drop it.

and then Blu and Exile on sun, YEAH RIGHT OSCARS BABY!!!

cause im not supposed to go out on sundays mannng, but who gives fuhhh?

i don't cause sunday is just a waste of a day for the weekend by mor(m)on standards.

the SF summer/winter/spring fling

just guess what this all means

light precipitation, SKATE 2, and girl who hates me.

ok maybe that last part was a bit exaggerating, but from my lurking i can tell she is not too pleased that i don't make an attempt to keep tabs on her or some kind of contact.

hey, missy im not your get up and go getter type of guy.

im the lazy sit down on the couch and ponder what is to become of my life of a slug.

i'll never move an inch to help around the house unless i've completely exhausted my enjoyment options AND im the only one home.

i'd rather watch a video of some one doing something than actually doing it myself for example, skating.

i find playing sports is more fun than watching them, even if you have court side seats and free beer to go with my nachos or hotdog. but then again im too lazy to even organize an event like that.

im too lazy to orchestrate a day to go out unless someone invited my for my dislike of things ending in bad fashion.

i would waste 5 minutes of my life looking for the remote control instead of getting up to change the channel.

i would look all over my home for change to scrounge up enough to buy chicken sandwich a Jack's than make a sandwich at home.

basically all this says is i'd rather pay someone to do something for me than actually do something for my self unless all the materials are placed in front of me.

i probably have a big psychological problem from having someone back me up my whole life.

so if somehow candace gets to this, you'll know automatically that im the worst choice for a boyfriend or even a summer romance.

anyways this was an unfufilling week. obama inaugerated, i called gamestop everyday to check if they had skate 2.

pretty much wasnt a waste. naw who am i kidding. i've been so unproductive this month.

i gotta make a misson to change my not making profit ways by spring break,

cause i want to go to SF BABEEEEE!!!

to skate.

"Boy, does my ass hurt from all of the guys at my construction job! "

spending quality family time with family.
mom gets really angry really quickly, when she doesnt like the choices chloe makes.

really impatient.

made masks at the getty children's discovery place.

beautiful garden, boring permanent art.

saw some popular renoir and monet paintings.

then when i got back, went out to eat with sophia and larry.

ate laughed and talked. then we decided to watch gran torino, spur of the moment.

we decided to hang around the nucleus for awhile until the movie started because we were early.

when we got to the gallery, we were baffled by the amount of people there.

there was a new exhibition on display. pretty interesting work on display for cheap!
i liked this one ultraman one, called ultrizzle.
cause there was like three silhouettes in the colors of him on newspaper.

and gran torino FUNNIEST shit ever.

for 2008, better than the usual jim carrey does.

gook, zipperhead, fishhead. soo many racist remarks that were flat out hilarious.

part of the WEAKend never dies

Not your average WEAKend.

so completely broke

uhhhhhhggg.


im broke now.

after the movies and some pants.

no new deck, but two fresh pair of kicks to kick off the obama filled year.

DONT FUCK UP MANN.

were counting on you.

just like we kind of did with Schwarzenegger.

he got the popular vote because he seemed cool to have as a govenor,
but he really kinda fucked up.

people come and people definitely go.

a link to ingenuity

after a nice day of getting you wanted in the mail, and seeing a familiar faces you haven't seen for months. getting down and pouring your heart out feels good. better than when you hang out with people who aren't as great as you are in the same skills. even though, they're still gonna be homies, cause i tend not to rub it in, in people's faces.

so after reading this blog by a girl you can't diss on wrote, this has really got me thinking, it really is time to let go and embrace what comes at me, HARD.

just like a sexual innuendo or a hard on, people come and go.

for example, the easiest example to pick on: Joe Navarez.

by actually mentioning his name in this, i have definitely not been able to let go of that fact he's a lost cause, any effort used in trying to keep in contact is all for naught. i mean, i do occasionally, bring his name up to use in comedic effect as to the many dumb decisions he makes: i.e. he joins this movement/t-shirt company/group/crew called R.A.D. meaning something. artistic. direction. honestly is the only artistic direction made by taking E or getting baked and making some electro inspired t-shirts and stickers?

where's the motivation behind it? so he should definitely be let go of. there's swim people, i feel as if i grew apart from them, but not in a bad way. i just chose to become reckless and directionless. but they did the opposite. i'm all for having a good time, all the time (even though i don't make it seem so.) and they're education and future first (but only when they need to.)

we should keep contact and have occasional get togethers, por favor?

another falling out is with uhm... occasional friends. like those little class of 09 girls. do i want a girl who seems semi serious about their future on the surface, but an unwise and impulsive when its party time? naw naw naw. i don't need that, that'll just pull me deeper into my impatient behavior.

so to everyone i forgot, in 07 and 08, don't hate. to all those for 09-10, let the good times begin.

and basically this is how it goes,
if i dont see any interest on your part to remain in contact, (besides my own)
peace out.
if we still talking and chilling at least once in a blue moon, we still chill.

and whoever i meet, good luck on trying to get me to come out from under my rock.
i only do it when i'm bored, haven't had in-n-out, thai house boba, or seen a fresh movie i cant dow-i err mean stream in a while. (¡¡HINT, HINT!!) you ain't ever gonna see MY pale skin.



and the MASTER PLAN is, find someone who's down to let me be their roommate, cause i am honestly not going to stay at my aunt's house when my familia move to the boonies.

a lost dog, a car left with the engine on, and ping-pong

goin to the movies with and getting to know a girl i can't diss on.
(haha sick play off her myspace REAL name.)

a lot of ish. like watching a good family movie and snuggling under a blanket.

EPIC almost done freestyle fridays cut.

another song idea, B.AL.L.s in our mouths.

Palisha damn, now i got a reason to be hittin up foot locker after school all the time.

got a pretty danm good winter break, even though table tennis already started.

Errick's 18th, i dont think its pathetic that my friends who are one grade below me are closer than the ones from the same graduating year.


almost forgot bombed hills, and roobear took a headbangin spill.


cause honestly, my friends who go to UCs or whoever are not gonna want to get together to chill more than twice a week. especially when we live more than 15 miles between each other. but its all good as long i see them once in a blue moon. like i saw sophia and kiko.

and i got to see J. Franco twice on film in less than 8 hrs.


total hot-shit in milk. stoner-ness in pinapple.


AND OH SHIT!!!! big event going down this sunday.

if you aint there is because you want to fit in with your other homies like a square in connect four.

College Schedule Winter/Spring 09

Table Tennis for the whole winter
Starting January 5th to February 12th
from 7:45a to 10:45a all be smacking balls with paddles.

and for spring
my schedule is Mondays and wednesdays
12p to 1.15 is Anthrpology
and 2.30p to 5p is Maff (yuckkkk)

Tuesdays and thursdays is a little more chill.
Speech from 12p to 1.30p
and english from 1.45p to 3.15p

my fridays mornings YAY movie time!!!
the history of motion pictures from 10.30a to 1.45p!

and whatever's after that, sooo im hittin the books for real this year.

and if ya missed me last season, TOO BAD!

i got my life to live, & you guys got yours.

hip hip HOORAY!!!

better shape up next time!

and i see why ald wants to be 130, so he has a chance when he fights a mexican kid who's like half a foot taller.

SKATE

soo this massive game of skate tourney is like the biggest thing in skate history right now, bigger than the eS game of skate, we want to see PROS duke it out!

so that why theberrics is having this crazy battle.

you feel as if you're watching the games in a NBA finals and shit. except faster and more gratifying because theberrics are having this contest to go allong with it.

you fill out your own bracket of who's gonna win the Battle at the Berrics, and the 4 guys who pick every battle correctly or gets close wins a corresponding package.
currently i got 5 points out of 8, but i believe some people have close to 7 out of 8.

its ehh for my standings.

but im speculating this weird phenomena happening, who ever wins in the preliminary ROSHAMBO to see who goes first wins the that match.
so far the matches prove me right.
in the ROSHAMBOs
winners who won their game of skate are: brezinski, ellington, cao, biebel, billy marks, & donovan.

arto & clint won Rock paper scissors but lost in SKate.


and my cousin came back and now he's leaving tomorrow. didnt chill with him much but i hope he had a good week. and then in two weeks he's back. for a two or 3 week winter vacation.

he still got it as a skater, a bit sketchy tho, and he beat me.