Name: Christopher P.
Date: 3/9/2009
Colorgenics Number: 04175263
Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.
You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence. <--- a slap in the face.
You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offense, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration. There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being but whatever the reasons - mostly of your own making - your needs are not being fulfilled. (HA-HA.) We wonder why? You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate - someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. (as much i hate to admit it, i feel that way.) As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life. (i really hope this is true.)
You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength.(BULLSHIT) You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.
(hector you really read me like a magazine, and im not the kind you want to keep.)
and lady gaga's pokerface is infectious. and i've got allergies again, i think its gus the guinea pig(rat).
7 comments:
Hm, first off, -unrelated to your post-, but, EMMA WATSON<33333
where did you get that picture?
man, i haven't been keeping up with that sexy woman. you must tell me.
Now, if you ever need to talk, you know i'm just an IM/Phone call/Text away, or just call me up to hang out, to do whatever.
as for your last comment, I read you like a magazine? -I tend to over analyze the meaning of comments, which causes me to often miss the meaning of it-
With that being said, reading you like a magazine, as in just fumbling page to page looking at pictures and articles uninterestedly or did you mean it completely differently?
Was it reading you like a magazine because they are usually easier to read (as oppose to newspapers, medical journals or other academic papers).
If you mean it the latter of the two then it would make sense with your poker face title, but it says "i hope no one can read me..." so you're doubting yourself because you possibly think that people can read you quite easily. (or it's just a reference to the song poker face)
But then if it is a reference to the song then the post totally changes because it goes with the parts of your colorgenics. So then it makes me think that you're referring as your current social/emotional situation as a poker game where you're bluffing and hoping that the other players dont read your obviously horrible poker face. Which leads me to think that you tried to play someone but it didnt work out?
Okay, this comment is far too long, and I think I missed the point completely....so explain to me what you meant..and if i got anything above right..
P.S. I forgot to ask, why do you think its a magazine that I won't like to keep?
you're not a science related magazine, are you? :O
you're totally a magazine i would enjoy reading. youre like a mix between cosmopolitan/maxim/skateboard/XXL and e'erything. you are a very eccentric character. thats why you coo.
see i'm right again,
you read my face like its the title of an over descriptive song by an emo band(most likely panic at the disco with their paragraph long song titles.)
but that last question saying im trying to bluff someone, ehhh not exactly. im not trying to fake someone out on purpose but when ever someone does aks me how i feel, or say what's new i usually say nothing.
& on top of tha ti feel more comfortable opening up to a casual acquaintance who would not relay of my life stories to anyone within 2-4 degrees of separation from me.
and im pretty sure you know my disgusting habit of ogling women thru the intranet, so i just happen to come upon a very mature & recent picture of celebrity i've grown attracted to over the years.
and episode 5, freaking Frankie?
the guy who hosts search for a sexxbomb,
says you need to get laid,
i envisioned you saying that to me like the bajillion-kajillion times before, to me. and it doesn't help he's become alienated from his friends and he skates.
i hate how i compare my emotional problems to skins.
i need a wank and a spliff.
LOL when he tells that to freddie? Dude, that episode sucked btw.
-Have you seen the newest one? OH MY Effy's comes out today!!!-
Anyway, dude, I'm sorry, I'll stop saying that. I think I've said it to you once or twice...in a jokingly manner...didn't mean anything by it. So, if you took offense, I'm sorry.
Besides, you don't need to get laid, what does that do to me if you get laid? Would that make you better in my eyes? I don't care if you're a virgin the rest of your life or you fuck around (thou if you're fucking around, I advice for the usage of condoms).
As for the whole being ostracized comment, if you see JJs episode (episode 6) you'll realize that you're not being alienated...
(Of course that's if you're comparing your life to Freddie's)
&& to be literal of you, and not freddie, you're not being alienated, i'm sure i speak for most of the swim kids when i say that we really want to hang around with you more.
(And it's good seeing you lately, saturday was a good day despite that white man yelling at us)
Most of us are just busy with school during the week, but the weekends are fair game.
-Again, comment is far too long.
Anyway, if you're alienated, you'll still have my friendship, and i'm sure Aldrich will keep reading you, that magazine that you are.
its all good, i just take it with a grain salt man.
i wasn't being serious with that comment, i was just declaring how pathetic i can be because i compare myself to make believe characters.
but these people are more real than american teen dramas.
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