Always with the questions, first do I really friends? And what actions/ events constitute you as afriend?

Do I even care for my friends? I've never once texted someone once, out of actual longing for their companionship, for those I have I can count them out one on hand.

It's not a question of does anyone care for me, but am I willing to be vulnerable enough to put my name out on a line to see who will tug.

Yes, I relate win those godawful "forever alone" memes, because they are haunting visions of what my life COULD e if I was like Chandler Bing. Class clowns who are in the weird clubs, I was only an entertainer during my high school years, they go nowhere if hey do not pursue that feeling of being laughed WITH. And I know all "artists" have some issues, that's why they pour it out for all to see.
I have no to entertain, Two: what good is telling a joke that no one understands? Those reblog humor whores on tumblr are all lonely people with no substance, they people who post about drugs, are really poor people who wish they could be that carefree, given a few exceptions, and lastly those lustful pictures of errotica & DO NOT GIVE A FUCKs are sad lonely saps with no game. Shit and all the fuck yeahs flaming allegiance to a certain thing, get over yourself. Not even 5 five years from now will you be liking those very same things. only pets, Trekkies, and star wars nerds are that loyal.

Good god, I need to get laid, some good weed, and to get to get tucked in & fucked up. And a cigarette doesn't sound too bad right now.

P.s. Aldrich I miss you, I miss your voice, your scent, your dog, and your uncanny ability to pull punny jokes of of your ass.
Theresa I miss your sassyness, your "whoyoucallinbitch?!" attitude, and of course your adorable little feet.
Ryan, where's my fat lazy nigga ass lookin counterpart? Your suck at halo
reach, I just know it.
Jaime hood nigga entrepeneur! Where a real Mexican when you need one? Btw my sink's on the fritz bro, can your dad fix it?
Reuben, can't hate a nigga for being everywhere and nowhere atthe same time. Where else would I be on the cool guy spectrometer, with out you as my epitome for a stark comparison of steez
errick, WTF nigga you need to stop updating the channel 9 blog as soon as you post something of yours. I hate seeing double, unless they is titties!!! And when is Psylent bassment Finna be uploaded? Idghtfiagsts,(I don't get how the fuck I ain't gonna see this shit) especially since you want the troll and I to be at part deux. Btw I Miss you carving hills and shit. It's always cool when someone gets hurt.
Danny beezy, need I say anything more? You best be futurebabe watching while, I'm out chillin at playgrounds ;)
Sophia, like whattup? You seriously gonna be the only person i know finished with school before the world ends?
Kiko, damn, coachella still gonna happen?
RE: Brandon
life finna be trill once the cake finish baking.

Rhys stop skating, you are too good now.

AHHHHHH

back after a two month hiatus, my bro and i left our old home, now everyone hate us, flossin since we left the greatest, city now like rivalry, u must see, like ucla and usc, soon to be never internally rhyming, thinking all ways, rhymes never be exquisite, like my hops, jump shots and pivots, always quick to hate things like white bigot, but spit so much, call me a water spigot, figure out whats on the test, cant quiz it, feeling like lost my way, but its only cause i got sprayed in Modern Warfare, no fair, like homeless with less change and lots of hair. place me in the unemployment line, that's a sense of despair, i always spell shit incorrectly, that's why louies never respect me,

so i deleted my tumblr

that feels good.

it felt like a ball and chain was gonna drag me down.

but this simpleness reminds me of the simpleton that i am.

good shit.































i lied, i made a new one.

Pause Now

tryna catch a breath,

less wealth, not necessarily a waste of life, YET
quest, no tribe,
no gang,
no language,
protocol improper,
you sir are the prince and i the pauper,

tips i need,
not rules of life to suceed,
succinctly i need the feed,
osiris, ra, sun god,
festival, outside lands messed up ya'll
further notation,
my playlist needs lots of rotation,

question,

how does one still stay true,
with a room full of false persons?
to wear a mask, become assimilated,
wear it too long, individuality disintegrated,
godless fools, nothing the fear,
belief in everything,
hope nothing brings ,
without actions, passion isnt worth listening,
the soul for the game, mind changes quick like switching lanes,
nathan lane, straight up homo,
what about bono?
supposedly, he be a lifesaver, be he aint sweet,
more like now&later,
so do me a favor,
open the gate,
the floods come in, enrichment,
like silt from the delta, in the nile,
leaving LA, got me in denile,
SF where i left,
MTB where i write,
gone from a home,
so comfortable,
never gain much more than blue balls,
fam got weak, friends became fam,
stay true through the week,
7 days, samara will get you,
she'll fuck you up like kama sutra,
black and blue, battered and bruised,
put on 85 durometer wheels,
cruisin with 60s, fishtail wood,
this my escape from life, the worse and the better,
dont go well with water,
you my ariel and i your flounder,

dear miss, i'll be the thumper, guy friend,
just came, pretend to be prince, my penis never clean,

Who and when was your first kiss?

this girl in kindergarden named bianca,

we fucked underneath the slide/jungle gym.

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If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?

the fact, that i tried to keep in contact with people of my graduating year,

they didn't deserve my shit, so i'm glad im leaving LA now. FUCK EM.

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how do you feel about this new lay out?

its FKCN LOVELY, its not all suspect and some wanna be myspace shit, now its some wanna be facebook shit.

except not as equally lame.

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what are your pet peeves

pets, jeeves, uninteresting people or at least people not willing to continue carrying a conversation, and uhm uhhhh joy-kills, i would say HxC kids, but some of them know how to have fun.

and uhmmmm 5+ HOURS ON TUMBLR.

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what do you look for in a woman?

nothing in particular, but looks wise, heyyy wtf.

i think i answered this question already.

but okay...this is not a list of requirements,
it'd just be nice if the girl had these things,

bangs, a bottom, if she didnt mind me objectifying her casually,
uhmmm like some fierce looking eyes,

ohhhh and curly hair. that shit is hot.

but other than that, she better not be a hood rat, but needs to know not everyday is not a catwalk with me.

she don't have to doll up for the oscars, like im gonna give her an award.

this is really redundant, i dont want a girl who looks like shit all the time though.

she can be dirty around me, but like not dirty in front the guys.. cause i dont want them thinking she's one of the guys.. unless she wants to be.


FUCK ANON QUESTIONS.

fucking twats.

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. The yay area, coming to holmes near you. And i swear erin is a fckn cutie. :B

kol(jericho), and phillip, and last but not my least my bay niggas holdin it down. Daryl, Tim, Remy S. And Bryan Shawney. Fuhhhh, my 415, 650, 510 homies

Erin and Karvell, coolest fckn hosts ever. Jennfer and victor, and yo cousin vincent. Paolo, jon, steve, clinton and ya girl pam. No ishmael. HAHHAHA, ki

july first

projected date, i dont even want to think about it. Yeah i'm all drama. But seriously wtf, why? why bring me if i'm such a burden. I dont think deserving of anyone's goodwill anymore. Seriously i would want to be gone from this side of the earth. To just be alone. Forever.

re really was one thing i wanted, it would be a dad.

doesnt die. Lastly nobody ever asks why? Complacent with what i got, cause its agood thing, dare i say it, the good life. Its the life i have, but if the

be anybody, its the same as wanting to be like everybody. So i am better off with nobody, because nobody doesnt lie. And nobody does not try, and nobody

Common always said you could BE anything, be anyone, be anywhere. As long as you know what you want, and that's what you want to BE. But i don't want to

do i have

relationships or friends?


is there anything beneath the surface between us?

i really need to know,

because so far in my life people fall out because they were friends.

we never had anything meaningful...

maybe i make it so, but i need to know....

cause right now i only have one.

How do you feel about people who post unorginal content on their Tumblr with out giving credit to those who created the content or may have had it on their page first? Diiiick.

idk, im indifferent to things like that but if it were to happen to me, then i'd find that person and rape their cattle.

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What's your biggest phobia?

well, just losing my friends, no that's not right. being alone/not having a "social" life.

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